Here is how I looked Saturday night!  

I went out last night to Tennessee Vals meeting. After it many of us we went to The Chute, a gay bar afterwards. It was great and I looked pretty good, if I am say so myself. :-)

I hung out with Misty and JayEllen for a few hours drinking a few beers. We had a great time. Did not want to drink to many because I had to drive 50 miles home, or go home with some one I shouldn't. LOL We me a cute black and shapely CD, Olivia. She looked 100% passable. She was great, and would not believe I was 60 years old.

Sunday, I have been kind of an uneasy feeling and I do not know why.

Here is a list of the possible reasons for feeling down:

• I am not going out again today
• I am not full time
• I am not sure I want to be TS
• I miss my ex wife, and being TS will probably prevent any reconciliation
  
• Being a woman is so hard

I started this post a Sunday and I still feel about the same a day later, and I still do not know which reason is why.

Let's hope the uneasy felling passes.

5.9 at Hot and Now

Look at that, the chart looks better, but the number went down, and so few 10's. Very sad!

Misty, Vickie, & JayeEllen

I use Foxfire - The browser I trust.

I use Foxfire every day, actually 99% of the time.

I saw this sign tonight at The Chute in Nashville.

I saw this sign tonight at The Chute in Nashville. I loved the way they said, "No F***ing In Our Restroom."

I am sure they thought I was nuts when I took this picture. It is hard to take a picture with a digital camera in the dark. LOL

Vickie Davis - TS: My double match at Hot or Not

Vickie Davis - TS: My double match at Hot or Not

I chatted with Allison tonight. I paid Hot or Not for 3 months, so I could email the girls I met there. I gave Allison my Yahoo ID and we had a great chat. And with luck I will see her during or after the Vals meeting this Saturday.

I did a little guessing and found her web site ALLISON'S TS JOURNEY.

Look at that double peak.

I got this new picture, and my rating started over. Look at that double peak. Intresting. I wonder what it means. 

I posted another picture

I posted another picture at Hot or Not.  

My double match at Hot or Not

My double match at Hot or Not. 

My double matches at Hot or Not!

My double matches at Hot or Not! 

My rating at Hot or Not. Not bad for an old crossdresser with bad makeup. 

I found a great TS woman's blog - AmyNews.com

I found this great TS woman's blog; AmyNews.com. She seems so sweet and knowledgeable. I starter reading at the beginning. I can hardly wait to she how it turns out.

Isn't she cute! :) I could love a girl like this.

I had fun with my web cam

I had some fun with my web cam in the last few days.

Check out the picture.