I went out last night to Tennessee Vals meeting. After it many of us we went to The Chute, a gay bar afterwards. It was great and I looked pretty good, if I am say so myself. :-)

I hung out with Misty and JayEllen for a few hours drinking a few beers. We had a great time. Did not want to drink to many because I had to drive 50 miles home, or go home with some one I shouldn't. LOL We me a cute black and shapely CD, Olivia. She looked 100% passable. She was great, and would not believe I was 60 years old.

Sunday, I have been kind of an uneasy feeling and I do not know why.

Here is a list of the possible reasons for feeling down:

• I am not going out again today
• I am not full time
• I am not sure I want to be TS
• I miss my ex wife, and being TS will probably prevent any reconciliation
  
• Being a woman is so hard

I started this post a Sunday and I still feel about the same a day later, and I still do not know which reason is why.

Let's hope the uneasy felling passes.